I love the things where I can relate
They are putting me through faith
For all of my hate
But now, look at my state
I had a friend that would fit
I pitied her, quite a bit
But now, I am hit
She doesn't even care about me anymore, not even when my wrists are slit
I might seem like a bitch now
But where were you when I asked ''How?''
I am weird, I know
But I shall stay in this sorrow
But you know, I only ask why
Where are the angles when I cry
I do not want to talk
You'll just waste me like chalk
I have no feeling for such
Or so I pretend, as I do have feelings, thank you very much
I can only write my feelings down
Because, you do not even notice it when I frown
I always have to share
Although about me, you don't even care
But I was your diary
So how can you hate me so easily?
But, this is pointless
You won't even answer my mess
I try my best
But oh well, I am stabbed in the chest
There you shall see me bleed
But you won't even notice me, not even if I am under your feet
Sorry, for every horrible deed
But you won't care, as I seemingly am just rotten meat
But where am I to speak?
You take everything I seek
But I don't care
You only care about your own game being fair
So should I even say ''Sorry''?
Should I apologize when you ignore me?
I tried to help again
But my army now, has only me, one man
You think you are so sad, so cold and lonely
But you never think of me
You always cut
But to problems, I will get them shut
But you know, I am mature
I know, how to find the cure
Only one thing I would lure
But I'm not even sure
I am not your taste, I am bitter
But I did become fitter
You have played upon my soul, my feelings
But you won't even care about all the told things
This is a weird story
Like me, pretty gory
Do you hate me now?
Kill me, wanna know how?
Take a knife for my throat to slit
But you already did.